most days, all I feel like I want is butterflies.
When I think about it again, I don't deserve that. How can I deserve that when I can't even stand the thought of caring for someone so much that I trust them? I put up this invisible wall, and only when your coming in do you see it, bump right into it.
But I don't get why you keep going... And everytime, I push you out. But its not only you, it's everyone. And its every one that has tried to keep going.

So why waste the effort? It's not coming down anytime soon.
No matter how much I want the butterflies.