I Want A Lover I Don't Have to Love.

I want a lover I don't have to love.
I want a guy who's too sad to give a care.
Where is the kid with the chemicals?
I thought he said to meet him here, but I'm not sureI got the money if you've got the time

I want a lover I don't have to love
I want a boy who's so drunk he doesn't talk
Where is the kid with the chemicals?
I got a hunger and I can't seem to get full
I need some meaning I can memorize
The kind I have always seems to slip my mind

But you..But you...you write
such pretty words
But life's no storybook
Love's an excuse to get hurt
and to hurt

Do you like to hurt?
I do, I do
then hurt me..then hurt me...then hurt me...

Not all these words ring true for me, but alot of them speak louder then I could ever. Leave it to Conor Oberst to write another song that screams everything I've been trying to say.