I am oficially done Physchology 30.
I don't even know how to feel. Well, other then relieved, excited.... more like extremely stoked.
This has been something that has been hanging over my head for such a long time. I was supposed to recieve the package (it's a correspondence class) by the end of March (adleast) but instead I recieved it mid April. That gave me two months to finish a package (more work then I ever bargained for) all by myself, on my free time. If you know me, you know I don't really enjoy school. And I like to procastinate... I really do. At first I was notified that the deadline for it was May the 26th. Actually, the main reason I quit my job at the store was because of this (pretty much), a job I had obtained for over a year and a half. That was devastating, I know it's just a job but to me it meant a whole different part of my life. A huge History essay was also assigned for the end of May, leaving me even more stressed. Two weeks before the May 26th deadline, I was notified that I had more time to finish my package... till the time of school ending (next week) And I must let you guys know that I need this credit to graduate. The teacher that found this out, said that I could write my exam in August. Well, around June the 6th I checked into that. I found out that I would have to write the exam in December. I'm in Colorado in September. A teacher figured out that if I submitted the assignments by June the 16th at 9:00 am, that I could write here on the June 20th date. So, that gave me on week to complete the course. So let's just say this last week has been horrid. I'm so much in need of sleep, it's not even funny. I look horrible too, and im sick, and we have grad candids tomorrow.
I'm free of a burden that was overwhelming to carry.

Other then that, every other aspect of my life has been not- great. I may be looking upon it on a dark attitude because I don't have much sleep in me and my body isen't functioning to well lately health-wise. But, I am sick of school and every one in it. Everyone. It's horrible... I hate that I feel that way but really there is nothing that it offers. And... well, let's just say every single one of my friends have been paired up (relationship- wise). I feel like i'm the bad end of this all. (look at me... pessimistic as usual) ... but I feel so lonely. I haven't talked to someone that was my strength in such a long time. I just feel really betrayed, and that's drastic, but yeah, I do. Things just seem to be getting worse. And it's not good since Graduation is next week and that's the time I'm supposed to be crying and sad. I really don't care... about anything. I just want to get a job and have my summer to read and pursue hobbies and spend time doing things that I want to do. I felt like I was getting somewhere in my relationship with God, but I am stupid enough to let it go. I feel bitter... towards everyone.
So beware.

Summer has never brought me loneliness. Summer is supposed to be "my time"
ifyouknowwhatimean.
You probably don't.