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saturday: take out the old, not in with any new. learn how to use my Canon, finally. drop jills shit off. dance my night off with alex at pike. learn how to be less lonely.

photocred: Joy Newell

"It's like over the top amazing and then utterly dissatisfying."

Why am I so alone?

Let me out; I want to live somebody elses life. One without you in it.

This will always be my home. 

No twitter, or tumbir, or livejournal. They are just not for me. 

Do what you feel. Do what you want. Just how you like. 

Don't expect much from anybody. The only person that's watching out for you, is you. 

No matter what they say. How matter how it feels. 

You might say I am selfish. Im just looking for clarity. 

I wish you understand that opportunities and people don't come into our lives when its convenient, or when we're ready. And that life is raw, and we have to grab the things we want and hold them will all our might so they don't slip away. 

And fate, well, I thought you were the one wanting to be realistic. Fight for the things that are important. 

Or Don't look around your life in five years and expect to feel fufilled. 

oh, hello