if your looking for me, make sure you look under piles of all things to do. My things to do.

I've lost my words.
Now i've lost my time.

Let these things continually remind me how truely self righteous I am.

Who cares if im having a bad week? It dosen't matter. None of it matters.


Why did we say we would never let this happen again?
It continues to happen. In big and small ways.
Why do we cast hatred on someone who is not much different then ourselves? Why do we feel the need to?

We make this continous game of blood and hate continue. Everyday. By, not doing anything.

Why do we just stand here? We are the guilty ones. We are the ones letting this happen.

And i'm sick to my stomach of myself.

So, this begins. Please check it out:
http:/www.millionvoicesfordarfur.org/

Hopefully this weekend, God will help me begin this process in order to alter myself to someone who he wants me to be, to someone that won't just sit around.
Because, I do it again and again. Day after day.

so God sent an angel for me todays.

I can't even explain it.
Except how thankful I am.

so when you ask if theres something wrong.

your right.
but we can't talk about it right now.

i've had about enough.




i don't even want to explain. I do really good at playing my part. (just so you know)