It's Your LIttle Red Wagon and You Gotta Pull It.

I honestly take for granted how easy life is when your not sick.
I can sit here and complain as much as I want too, but its not really going to change anything.
I mean, yes, sometimes sick is nice... get to catch up on sleep, and spend some time at home, but right now, to me it just feels like another thing to do. I honestly probably have like ten years of homework to do... including some homework from last term that i (apprently?) never handed in. Sooooo...
How easy it is go by life and not really think about it? I do it everydays. This stuff has been said before, but what is the point? I think of so many people... mainly people without God and what keeps them going? Is it to achieve popularity status by their perfect myspace friends, or they're perfect looks? Is it for success in their box jobs? Who has the biggest house? The nicest car? Is it to... just survive? Sometimes i feel like that's what life is. Surviving. But then I look around, and realize how good I have it. Yeah, things defnitely aren't perfect. There's alot of stuff people don't know that goes on with me. But as far as i'm concerened, I have a house to go to at the end of the day, I have a church full of people that will support my decisions, I have a job that earns a nice little paycheck that I can take home all to myself, to buy whatever I desire. I have more then enough friends who are wonderful in their own ways, I have a God who loves me no matter what i do. That's more then anyone could ask for. and I... have it.
I think I let alot of stuff... slide. I mean, I take the fact that I have all of this slide. I let a inncident a couple of weeks ago slide, but I guesss thats being dealt with now. Or trying to be dealt with. ANyways, all in all, I just think that I... hm... should care more? Yeah- care more.

Stars was wonderfulll. and phenuemonal. and all the other words that have those same meanings. I loved it, loved it, loved it! I love shows in general, really no matter what the music is, but to see one of your favorite bands, up close (front row baby!) It was just a really good time. I defnitely got in trouble for being home the time I did though. Oh well, it was worth it! There are lots of shows coming up. i checked out some band on myspace called, um... In Flight Safety. They're really good, and they're defnitely going to be at Louis in March. So is that battle of the bands thing... Metric soon. Stars/ Apostle of Hustle and Montag if its an all- ages show. Lovely. I love shows. (!)

Listening to lately? Alot of Anberlin, still. Because im that cool.:p. Alot of Jenny Lewis because she has a way of telling stories in music that no one else does. Except like Sufjan Stevens. And bonus, Conor Oberst and Ben Gibbard defnitely appear on that cd... Azure Ray is probably my favorite. Um.. lots more. New, everyday. It keeps me sane. I think...

anyways. This blog entry is pointlesss (as usual) but i thought i'd stop by well I did some history homework (sigh) Have a wonderful evening.